controveriallyminded

So yesterday was a good night; not because anything special happened really more so, because I actually had time to myself. Have you ever secluded yourself from others just to have alone time? and that alone time was never enough? You want to be in a big bubble so your thoughts can wonder about freely; so it feels as though your mind has become a person speaking to you, telling you all the data it has collated and stored up for a long time,  for a moment just like this. So yesterday I went out of my house after cooking an evening meal. I was impressed by the fresh air surrounding me You know I forget to breathe sometimes I let the pressure in my daily life take over my mind This was my moment to let it out. I walked up to where the my mom and dad's car were jumped up on the hood, and just lay there, Right above me were thick white clouds covering most of the stars except one one right in front of me. That's when the thoughts started flooding in, It went fr...

its a feeling that strikes your heart sometimes to the point you can hear your heartbeat as you lie down it squeezes and refuses to let go its unintended its extent is indescribable its something within that wants to come out in the familiar way it knows how to satisfying comforting and atimes terrifying feeling your heart makes you feel like a fool when there's no one there to dry your tears you're not. Everyone is different we each experience different extents of the same emotion different levels of sensitivity don't let anyone tell you yours is too much or that you're overreacting who gave that definite measure anyway? whos in control? don't let anyone tell you it happens too often don't listen to their words when they say things to make you feel bad for it don't accept when they tell you to control it. they may not even say it to your face most dont they  may even make you believe otherwise but their thoughts and words behind hide t...

They say the world would be much better if people voiced their opinions but that is so far from the truth, when it's without a positive end goal we all want the blunt truth, but do we want misrepresentation and misinterpretation and assumptions and self fed lies and nonconstructive criticism  that are so very far from the truth  we all want to say whats really on our mind but who will legit listen and not use that against you later on why say the worst things and bring someone down out of "freedom of speech"?  there's a reason the bible says hold your tongue. this is NOT to say :  do not be honest when you need to be, or say how you feel out of genuine concern opinions are opinions where it crosses the line is when people are being told they are something they know in their hearts they aren't  when people are misunderstood when your honesty is just you not allowing someone to be themselves  because it makes you "uncomfortable"...